lichtseele

Sand

2011-05-25T09:05:00.000+02:00

You give me colour
You give me light
We’re lying on the sand
The world just ends beneath our hands

I want to lie here
Until we turn to sand
Until the Nothing reaches us
Swallows us

I don’t care where I go
If I can go there with you
You are always on my mind
And I’m floating

We come from sand
And we turn to sand
Hot on the feet
Of people who walk us

The edges of our blanket start to fade
But don’t be afraid
We’re right here
Where we’re supposed to be

And I don’t care where I go
If I can go there with you
You are always on my mind
And I’m floating

Heat

2011-05-25T09:04:00.000+02:00

How can you expect me to keep all this love inside?
I’m standing right in front of you bursting into flames
And you are being so fucking nice
That makes me so angry

You told me exactly what I needed to hear
But that’s not what I want this time
Not what I need at all
I need these words to unhappen

Fast is good, slow is better
How am I supposed to act how I believe
If I’m ready to explode
When you look at me

The storm

2011-04-11T01:02:00.001+02:00

I’m a grenade
Shot at random
Everything I touch
Breaks down
Leaving a trail of destruction
Damaged people
Damaged hearts
Unable to slow down

Protect me from the storm
That’s going on inside of me
Tell me fairytales
While the waves keep crashing
I need somebody
To tell me that
Everything is going to be fine
And to let me finally believe

Vast - One more day

2011-01-18T00:17:00.000+01:00

Portishead - Threads

2010-05-27T17:09:00.001+02:00

Nichts spricht mir in meinen dunklen Momenten so sehr aus der Seele wie dieses Juwel:

Better if I could find the words to say
Whenever I take a choice it turns away

I'm worn, tired of my mind
I'm worn out, thinking of why
I'm always so unsure

I battle my thoughts I find I can't explain
I've travelled so far but somehow feel the same

I'm worn, tired of my mind
I'm worn out, thinking of why
I'm always so unsure
I'm always so unsure

I'm worn, tired of my mind
I'm worn out, thinking of why
I'm always so unsure
I'm always so unsure

I'm always so unsure
I'm always so unsure
I'm always so unsure
I'm always so unsure

I am alive when I sleep
Why am I not in all that I got?
I can't find no one to blame

Stand, stand, damned one
Damned one
Damned one
Damned one

I am one
Damned
One

2009-10-26T18:29:00.001+01:00

At last,
my love has come along
My lonely days are over
And life is like a song

Oh, yeah, at last
The skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clovers
The night I looked at you

I found a dream that I could speak to
A dream that I can call my own
I found a thrill to press my cheek to
A thrill that I have never known

Oh, yeah when you smile, you smile
Oh, and then the spell was cast
And here we are in heaven
For you are mine
At last

Night

2009-08-25T12:14:00.003+02:00

A black hole has swallowed me again
the wolf bares his teeth and i run
try to hide in the forest at midnight
the moon is my friend, shows me light
where there could have been darkness
sucking me inside while time stands still
I cry for help but hold my breath
I cry inside while I hear your silent breath

save me, save me from this night
creatures on my back, they grow
it seems as if I'm gonna lose this fight
every night when my weakness shows

rescue me, I seem to scream
but silent I remain
don't want to wake you from your dream
though I can't take the pain

there seems to be no end of the thread
I'm climbing up or am I climbing down
can't see where I'm coming from
nor where I'm heading to
the moon left me in the darkness
I open the window while time stands still
and cry into the night but hold my breath
I close the window and listen to your silent breath

2009-08-11T15:51:00.001+02:00

It's a choice
to stay
It's a dream
& I wanna wake

You have blood on your hands
and I'm feeling faint
And honey
You can't decide

I'm a drug
Ya don't wanna give up
Smoke your cigarettes
Make your love

You poured blood in my heart
and I can't get enough
I'm drowning, drowning
and you can't decide

It's not about geography, or happenstance
you need to fly, & take a chance
You don't need to soar to emptiness
Float on high, & forever dance alone

You're scared, scared, scared
cuz I feel like home

Hear your voice
Knew right away
If you were here
your eyes would say

I have blood on my feet
as I'm walking away
Rivers are red
It's starting to rain

I'm not gonna live for you
or die for you
Because you leave me here on the other side
You leave me here on the other side

(repeat 3 more times)

Not gonna shed one more tear for you
shed one more tear for you
I'm not gonna shed one more tear for you

At least not til Sunday Afternoon
Sunday Afternoon

Leave or Stay
Leave or Stay

Pain by pain

2009-06-11T16:24:00.003+02:00

a boy who was buried alive
and a girl searching for the past
were found to be right under the surface
and looking for the future instead

cutting off the arms of embracing shadows
with their tentacles still trying to catch
the two souls they've lost
for good

we felt nothing
but the cold embrace
of the awareness that there's nothing
we can do

we wanted to break free
we wanted to live easily
but it's not that easy you see
the fight always comes first

boredom must be fought
walls must be torn down
piece by piece
sorrow by sorrow
pain by pain

but when there was light
coming through it was just a first glimpse
of what we've been fighting for
it was worth all the effort
it was worth all the effort
the effort

Lamb - Gorecki

2009-06-09T10:52:00.000+02:00

If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
for I've never known completeness
like being here
wrapped in the warmth of you
loving every breath of you
still my heart this moment
oh it might burst

could we stay right here
till the end of time until the earth stops turning
wanna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

all this time I've loved you
and never known your face
all this time I've missed you
and searched this human race
here is true peace
here my heart knows calm
safe in your soul
bathed in your sighs

wanna stay right here
till the end of time
till the earth stops turning
gonna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

the one I've waited for

all I've known
all I've done
all I've felt was leading to this
all I've known
all I've done
all I've felt was leading to this

wanna stay right here
till the end of time till the earth stops turning
gonna love you till the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

the one I've waited for
the one I've waited for

wanna stay right here
till the end of time 'till the earth stops turning
gonna love you till the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

the one I've waited for
the one I've waited for

Vienna Teng - The Last Snowfall

2009-04-17T18:35:00.001+02:00

If this were the last snowfall
No more halos on evergreen
If this were the last glimpse of winter
What would these eyes see?

If this were the last slow curling
Of your fingers in my palm
If this were the last I felt you breathing
How would I carry on?

This is not the last snowfall
Not our last embrace
But if I were that kind of grateful
What would I try to say?

2009-04-13T00:31:00.003+02:00

Langeweile besäuft sich meilenweit
Ich zähle die Ringe an meiner Wand
Dort draußen alles dreht sich still um nichts herum
Und ich male deine Schatten an jede Wand

Es kommt so anders als man denkt
Herz vergeben Herz verschenkt

Ich gab dir meine Liebe gab dir Zeit Geduld und Geld
Ich legte mein Leben in deine kleine Welt
Wer auch immer dir jetzt den Regen schenkt
Ich hoffe es geht ihr schlecht
Wer auch immer dich jetzt durch die Nacht bringt
Bitte glaub ihr nicht

Es kommt so anders als man denkt
Herz vergeben Herz verschenkt

Es ist so ohne dich
Es ist so widerlich ich will das nicht
Denkst du vielleicht auch mal an mich
Es ist so ohne dich
Und wenn du einsam bist
Denkst du vielleicht auch mal an mich

Ich nähte mir einen Bettbezug aus der Zeit die wir hatten
Und trink mir alte Wunden an so tief und allein
Kein Berg den ich nicht versetzt hab
Zog jede Chance an den Haaren herbei
Für ein lebenlang zu leben
So wild und so frei

Es kommt so anders als man denkt
Herz vergeben Herz verschenkt

Es ist so ohne dich
Es ist so widerlich ich will das nicht
Denkst du vielleicht auch mal an mich
Es ist so ohne dich
Und wenn du einsam bist
Denkst du vielleicht auch mal an mich

Bob Dylan - Make You Feel My Love

2009-04-06T13:26:00.002+02:00

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rollin' sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

Bob Dylan - Cold Irons Bound

2009-04-06T13:07:00.002+02:00

I'm beginning to hear voices and there's no one around
Well, I'm all used up and the fields have turned brown
I went to church on Sunday and she passed by
My love for her is taking such a long time to die

I'm waist deep, waist deep in the mist
It's almost like, almost like I don't exist
I'm twenty miles out of town, in cold irons bound

The walls of pride are high and wide
Can't see over to the other side
It's such a sad thing to see beauty decay
It's sadder still, to feel your heart torn away

One look at you and I'm out of control
Like the universe has swallowed me whole
I'm twenty miles out of town in Cold irons bound

There's too many people, too many to recall
I thought some of 'm were friends of mine; I was wrong about 'm all
Well, the road is rocky and the hillside's mud
Up over my head nothing but clouds of blood

I found my world, found my world in you
But your love just hasn't proved true
I'm twenty miles out of town in cold irons bound
Twenty miles out of town in cold irons bound

Oh, the winds in Chicago have torn me to shreds
Reality has always had too many heads
Some things last longer than you think they will
There are some kind of things you can never kill

It's you and you only, I'm been thinking about
But you can't see in and it's hard lookin' out
I'm twenty miles out of town in cold irons bound

Well the fats in the fire and the water's in the tank
The whiskey's in the jar and the money's in the bank
I tried to love and protect you because I cared
I'm gonna remember forever the joy that we shared

Looking at you and I'm on my bended knee
You have no idea what you do to me
I'm twenty miles out of town in cold irons bound
Twenty miles out of town in cold irons bound

Teenagerjahre revisited

2009-04-05T17:32:00.003+02:00

Nachtgespenster (2000)

Draußen vor dem Fenster,
auch vor meiner Zimmertür
spuken immer Nachtgespenster,
alle wollen sie zu mir.

Bitte komm mich heute nacht
einmal noch vor ihnen retten,
vielleicht geben sie ja acht
und rüttel an anderen Betten.

Der Rosengarten (2000)

Ich hab von einem Garten geträumt,
bepflanzt mit roten Rosen.
Nebenan hat das Meer geschäumt
mit ohrenbetäubendem Tosen.

Niemals ist an diesem Ort
eine einzige Rose verwelkt.
Und niemals gehe ich von hier fort,
bis mich die Wirklichkeit weckt.

Der Mond (2000)

Die Sonne spendet Leben, Wärme und Licht,
doch etwas schöneres als den Mond gibt es für mich nicht.
Denn wenn ich nachts unterm Himmel stehe,
ist es der weiße Mond, zu dem ich sehe.
Und eines nachts habe ich festgestellt,
dass er mir am besten gefällt.

Schlaflos (2001)

Der nächtliche Glanz der Sterne
ist längst nicht mehr so schön.
Denn seitdem ich dich kenne,
merke ich, wie alleine ich immer bin.

Kein Titel (2001)

Ich habe Angst,
Angst vor mir selbst.
Die Furcht, etwas zu zerstören,
das noch nicht begann.

Ich ängstige mich vor der Liebe,
die in mir wohnt,
so sehr, dass ich
sie nicht verdrängen kann.

Kein Titel (2001)

Der Liebe großer Schmerz
verbindet unser Herz.
Er macht bewusst,
dass es Leben gibt.

Das Leben hat uns beide
doch schon genug verletzt.
Wirst du mich begleiten
aus der toten Spinne Netz?

Doch der Tropfen Blut, getarnt als Träne,
zerstört den Frieden, in dem ich mich wähne.
Und plötzlich ist das Licht viel zu fern
und ich mag die Nacht zu gern.

2009-04-03T19:07:00.002+02:00

it's a ghost sneaking up to you
silently occupying one corner
you don't realise that it has begun to take over
all the space you own

the seed is planted and it is growing
inevitably filling up your empty glass
too late you'll finally know
that your love for her was always there

2009-03-27T11:14:00.000+01:00

I love your wrinkles when you smile
around your eyes, around your lips
I love you from your head to your tennis socks
there's no other way, I can't stop thinking about you

and how it could have been
but even our perfect moments always had a black spot for you
that became bigger until it completely covered the sun
but still, I'll never forget

the way you took my hand
and the impact of your scent
the sweetness of your kiss
never never again I will feel this

you took years and years of my life
I'm a smoker now
I lost 10 pounds
I gave up sleep

just to be near you
to be like you
to make you like me

the way you took my hand
and the impact of your scent
the sweetness of your kiss
never never again I will feel this

Time

2009-03-18T22:05:00.004+01:00

don't get so cold
when you see me here
I'm here for you and I know
you're here for me too

let your love get through to me
tear down the walls and fences
you needed to protect yourself
I can protect you now

let us start again
from the bottom of our hearts
where the love laid itself down
to hide
her hands covering her eyes
but there's no need to be scared
anymore

time is all we need
nothing but
time to make it alright

let me take your hand
carefully
we've got all the time we need

Enjoy the silence

2009-03-18T21:41:00.000+01:00

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence

2009-03-17T11:18:00.002+01:00

Jeff Buckley - Everybody here wants you

Twenty-nine pearls in your kiss, a singing smile,
coffee smell and lilac skin, your flame in me.
Twenty-nine pearls in your kiss, a singing smile,
coffe smell and lilac skin, your flame in me.
I'm only here for this moment.

I know everybody here wants you.
I know everybody here thinks he needs you.
I'll be waiting right here just to show you

How our love will blow it all away.
Such a thing of wonder in this crowd,
I'm a stranger in this town, you're free with me.
And our eyes locked in downcast love, I sit here proud,
Even now you're undressed in your dreams with me.
I'm only here for this moment.

I know everybody here wants you.
I know everybody here thinks he needs you.
I'll be waiting right here just to show you
How our love will blow it all away.

I know the tears we cried have dried on yesterday
The sea of fools has parted for us
There's nothing in our way, my love

Don't you see, don't you see?
Don't you see, don't you see?
You're just the torch to put the flame
to all our guilt and shame,
And I'll rise like an ember in your name.
I know, I know,

I know everybody here wants you.
I know everybody here thinks he needs you.
I'll be waiting right here just to show you
Let me show that love can rise, rise just like
embers.

(While "I know everybody here wants you." Repeats)
Love can taste like the wine of the ages, baby.
And I know they all look so good from a distance,
But I tell you I'm the one.
I know everybody here will thinks he needs you,
thinks he needs you
And I'll be waiting right here just to show you.

Joe Cocker - You are so beautiful

2009-03-15T18:35:00.002+01:00

You are so beautiful to me
You are so beautiful to me
Can't you see
You're everything I hoped for
You're everything I need
You are so beautiful to me

2009-03-10T10:38:00.002+01:00

dream on my dear
and if it gets you down
I'll keep you over water
won't let you drown

The Cardigans - For what it's worth

2009-03-09T11:23:00.001+01:00

Hey baby come round
keep holding me down
and I'll be keeping you up tonight.
The four letter word got stuck in my head
the dirtiest word that I've ever said
it's making me feel alright.
For what it's worth I love you
and what is worse I really do
oh what is worse I'm gonna run run run
'till the sweetness gets to you
and what is worse I love you!

Hey please baby come back
there'll be no more loving attack
and I'll be keeping it cool tonight.
The four letter word is out of my head
come on around get back in my bed
keep making me feel alright.
For what it's worth I like you
and what is worse I really do
things have been worse
and we had fun fun fun
'til I said I love you
and what is worse I really do!

For what it's worth I love you
and what is worse I really do

Coldplay - Life is for living

2009-03-05T10:03:00.002+01:00

Now I never meant
To do you wrong
Thats what I came here to say

But if I was wrong
Then I'm sorry
I don't let it stand in our way

As my head just aches
When I think of
The things that I shouldn't have done

But, life is for living
We all know
And I don't wanna live it alone

2009-03-03T10:49:00.000+01:00

Now I know how to smile again
And to cry again
Oh how I missed this inconsistency
the long awaited hellos
and bitter sweet goodbyes
the drawbacks and the looks
that can tell so much more
than words ever will

Tori Amos - Rattlesnakes

2009-02-11T12:33:00.001+01:00

Jodie wears her hat, although it hasn't rained for six days
She says a girl needs a gun these days
hey on account of the rattlesnakes
she looks like Eve Marie Saint in on the waterfront
she reads Simone de Beauvoir in her American circumstance
she's less than sure if her heart has come to stay in San Jose
and her neverborn child still haunts her
as she speeds down the freeway
as she tries her luck with the traffic police
out of boredom more than spite
she never finds no trouble, she tries too hard
she's oblivious despite herself
she looks like Eve Marie Saint in on the waterfront
she says all she needs is therapy yeah
all you need is, love is all you need
Jodie never sleeps 'cause there are always needles in the hay
she says that a girl needs a gun these days
hey on account of the rattlesnakes
she looks like Eve Marie Saint in on the waterfront
as she reads Simone de Beauvoir in her American circumstance
her hearts like crazy paving,
upside down and back to front
she says ooh, it's so hard to love
when love was your great disappointment
ohh
On account of the rattlesnakes
Shes says a girl needs a gun these days
on account of the rattlesnakes
Hey on account of the rattlesnakes...

Für Daniel: Das Original ist natürlich von Lloyd Cole & the Commotions

Air Traffic - Shooting star

2009-01-29T10:20:00.002+01:00

Pretty, if the sun won't shine
I'll be coming up to meet you, I'll be there to make you mine
Pretty, if the rain will pour
I'll be knocking at your window I'll be begging you for more

It's as if you've come along too soon
And I'm trying to fit you in but I can't seem to find the room
Cutie, if it all falls through
We can piece it back together, I can learn to trust you too

You're just too good to lose and I can't refuse
So don't make me choose between the two
I'm better in here in my atmosphere
Don't you know who you are you're my shooting star

Pretty, teach me wrong from right
Cos in life there are no answers and in life there is no right
Pretty, if the sun won't shine
now you've come this far to meet me and I know, I know you're mine

you're just too good to lose and I can't refuse
So don't make me choose between the two
I'm better in here in my atmosphere
Don't you know who you are you're my shooting star

Massive Attack - Unfinished Sympathy

2009-01-09T16:42:00.002+01:00

I know that i've been mad in love before
And how it could be with you
Really hurt me baby, really cut me baby
How can you have a day without a night
You're the book that I have opened
And now i've got to know much more

The curiousness of your potential kiss
Has got my mind and body aching
Really hurt me baby, really cut me baby
How can you have a day without a night
You're the book that I have opened
And now I've got to know much more

Like a soul without a mind
In a body without a heart
I'm missing every part
[x5]

2009-01-01T12:24:00.003+01:00

Come what may

Always give me this illusion
always look at me just like that
release the weight off my heart
again and again

Just for a moment
just until I go one step too far
again and again
it never ends

I'll make you happy
come what may
even if that means
I have to keep away

I will be fine
it's all fine with me
I'll manage
I'll survive

I was hoping for the best
but expecting the worst
living two lives
every day

Now I've found a way
of dealing with this situation
keeping it friendly
while locking the door

I'll make you happy
come what may
even if that means
I have to keep away

I'll make you happy
come what may
even if that means
I have to keep away

Come what may
come what may

theorising

2008-12-29T17:45:00.002+01:00

it may be or may not be
just a tiny theory
that you perhaps finally
understand what you mean to me

'cause it might be or might not be
that you perhaps are falling for me
like I'm fallen for you too
that's because I'm asking you

could it be or could it not be
that we end up together happily
after all that has been said
and all that's been done

to hurt both you and me
and you don't trust me
and I don't know how
to know how you feel

and I see or do I not see
that you are trying to understand me
which is difficult you see
because I am completely

dazzled and confused
rejected and refused
going up and down again
for all I wanted is to end

up with you...

2008-12-07T07:17:00.001+01:00

oh yes, volcanoes melt me down

2008-12-05T15:13:00.002+01:00

I know I said things that are not quite true
I know that you're afraid because of those things I told you
But please believe me now
I just want to love you but I just don't know how

So please love me
Don't be afraid to love me
Don't go yet
Don't go yet

On this november morning leaves are falling down
But we're still holding on, afraid of the ground
Let go now
We're circling circling circling now

We're circling circling circling down

Please love me
Don't be afraid to love me
Don't go yet
Don't go yet

Estelle feat. Sean Paul - Come over

2008-12-05T13:28:00.001+01:00

Estelle Lyrics
Come Over Lyrics

John Wesley Harding - I'm wrong about everything

2008-12-03T07:10:00.003+01:00

You win the argument
At the end of every night
I never know the perfect time
To hit the bedside light

Then we lie awake
Watch headlights climb the blinds
I want you to know what's going on
In my mind

I thought I was immortal a little while ago
I thought that I was right but now I know

I'm wrong about everything
I think that I can sing
And when you hear the song, you'll wanna sing along
I'm wrong about everything
Think I know what's happening
I think you'll like our song, but I'm wrong

The colours fade to grey
And I'm left with black and white
Don't know why I try
To fight with what is right

The truth is on our lips
It looks like time to tell
But you know I could be wrong about that as well
I thought a happy ending was more or less assured
I thought a little warmth could win the war

I'm wrong about everything
I think that I can sing
And when you hear the song, you'll wanna sing along
I'm wrong about everything
Think I know what's happening
I think you'll like our song, but I'm wrong

I'll do the best I can
To be your lover man
I'll stand corrected
Just to be elected
I'll do what I can do
To get up close to you
Listen.... Sh......

I'm wrong about everything
I think that I can sing
And when you hear the song, you'll wanna sing along
I'm wrong about everything
Think I know what's happening
I think you'll like our song, but I'm wrong

2008-12-02T10:36:00.002+01:00

Damien Rice - Volcano (Live at Abbey Road Studios)

Don't hold yourself like that
You'll hurt your knees
I kissed your mouth and back
But that's all I need
Don't build your world around volcanoes melt you down

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea

Don't throw yourself like that
In front of me
I kissed your mouth your back
Is that all you need?
Don't drag my love around volcanoes melt me down

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for what I give to you
Is just what i'm going through
This is nothing new
No no just another phase of finding what I really need
Is what makes me bleed
And like a new disease she's still too young to treat
Volcanoes melt me down
She's still too young
I kissed your mouth
You do not need me

2008-11-22T13:02:00.003+01:00

Die Musik springt durch den Raum
und zerschlägt alles,
bis nur noch Splitter
und Fetzen übrig sind.

Dann verharrt sie für einen Moment,
nur um danach gegen die Wände zu springen,
während sie hysterisch
schreit
und brüllt
und keucht
und schimpft

und langsam verstummt.

2008-11-22T13:00:00.001+01:00

Es gibt Momente, in denen die Luft so voll ist mit Dingen, die alle auf dasselbe hinzuführen scheinen - und im nächsten Augenblick belangloser nicht sein könnten.

2008-11-13T12:14:00.001+01:00

7am
still awake
got out of my warm skin
but am wonderfully safe

we're still standing
close to the edge
you caught my fall
don't let me down again

2008-11-05T19:26:00.004+01:00

Betty Carter - Open the door (Last.fm)

Open the door, dear
I must get in your heart
You're making it hard
to be true

So please, come open the door, dear
And then, perhaps, you'll find
you've had me on your mind

No matter
how you tried to avoid me,
you can't get away so easily
If you will not come to me I'll come
to you

Open the door, please
Why make me beg and beg
Why torture me
like this

Can't you see,
I've got love,
plenty love to give to you
I've got love,
lots of
love to give to you

I've got love...

2008-11-05T14:41:00.001+01:00

Schweißgebadet wachte ich auf,
von Fieberkrämpfen geschüttelt.
Und der Mond schrie noch immer
in meinen Gedanken.

2008-10-20T14:10:00.000+02:00

Da ist die Idee
und bleibt
Vorsichtig...
sie ist noch da
und flackert
und Stift
und weg.

2008-10-20T13:58:00.001+02:00

I call you at 2am
just to tell you that I lie awake
and listen to the music in my head
I forget to sleep

and suddenly the melody changes
and the songs I loved
are so different now
from what I feel

this music leaves me
broken down on the floor
never able to get up again

I still have you in my dreams
I still see your afterglow
like a blueprint of another life
from behind a curtain

everyone likes you
like vanilla
you make me want to see
until my eyes go blind

2008-10-07T15:20:00.000+02:00

I never meant to be honest
about distant cities
empty train stations
and aeroplanes

What do I think...
I'm always thinking of getting away
being somewhere else
being someone else

One step further
I celebrate this life
my new life
forget the old one

But the truth is
colours fade
and I remember
the present

Light is leaving me numb
and too blind to realise
the most obvious
and simple things

Is the honest answer something
someone would want to hear?
Someone that loves you?